I got a new phone today that was FREE and it Works!!!

Also they say there is a 90 percent chance of the brain surgery I want to happen happening tomorrow so: overall YAY, FUCK YEAH!  Worth it for the hair!

Ouch my poor little head

Really hurts.

The doctors just came in, I took 1/2 a pain pill because the tylenol wasn’t working and my PCC told me to.  I don’t really want to be high and loopy all day but it really hurts and as much as I’d like to be “productive” and go make friends, etc. maybe this is OK too and just part of surrendeering to the reality of being sick.

I’m going to try shower now.  

xoxo

And when my body is ‘back’ as in how it normally is (less bloated from meds, etc.) I would like to wear both of these pieces of clothing.  Someday.

Ah Ha!  Like this beautiful green dress from http://babyisasinnershop.blogspot.com/

Ah Ha!  Like this beautiful green dress from http://babyisasinnershop.blogspot.com/

I would like to be Wanda (Left) but in the dress on the right.

Blond wig?

Too much money on clothes?

Learn to sew correctly?

I think I’d like the dress better in green.

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This is old but I’m sharing it anyway and I hope that’s OK

“1. just watched crybaby and thought of you the whole time, you are such a Wanda.
2. bald is beautiful. you are beautiful. you are beauty. 

— cloudnoise”
1.  Oh my god, how precious, precious, Wanda from Cry Baby has been my sex symbol/idol for over 15 years.  Thank you!!!!
2.  Heart all warm and fuzzy and tingly!  Head all proud!  Confidence SO raised.
Thank you so much!
Hold Hands! It feels better!

Hold Hands! It feels better!

(via c0nfusionz)

am I?

am I?

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There is a woman, out of bed, who is screaming “LEO!”or “Leah!” Really REALLY LOUDLY.

The noise didn’t wake me up, but its keeping me up.  Tired.

The nurses are aware.  They have been trying to quiet her.  Poor nurses, poor woman.  I hope she’s OK.

OK Mom, Going offline for real now.

I now you read my blog and I love you.

Elizabeth Blue